A honest blog about relationships and mental health at any age.
So...I usually shy away from really transparent blogs on the internet at the risk of exposing who I really am but I'm taking that chance today because it may help someone else. I was in the mood for light-hearted entertainment today so I clicked on a musical called, "Dear Evan Hansen". It was a musical. But, it was not light-hearted. It offered a musical look at mental health, relationships and other issues. I was hooked at the beginning because the main character sang about being on the outside looking into the window at everyone else and, to be honest, I've felt like that most of my life. Even with my family, I've always felt like i was just outside the inner-circle. I have felt invisible at work, at home, with friends and, shockingly, at church. I had a pastor once email me that it was my own fault because I built up a wall that other people can't penetrate. He said a bunch of other mean things but I'll save those for another time. He actually was p...